Exhibit A: Thoughts Process

I had lost all of my old notepads when I formatted my laptop. However I found one of the recent ones (probably from months ago) and I want to share it here. 

[27/5/2023]

Recently, I was praying to Allah, asking him about the thoughts that I keep having, wether it comes from me purely or from the shaytan. 

It made me realise, only Allah knows me best. Indeed, He knows everything best.  

I suddenly felt as though reality had struck me. Even things about myself that I thought I knew very well, I actually don't.

I feel tiny.

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As if I've been very arrogant about myself.; thinking I'm the only one that knows me best. Wrong. Allah knows best.